Thursday, June 30, 2011

Mysterious?

Not really mysterious, just working on something fun!

I haven't posted in a while (and I hate that)!

But...I've been working on something fun! I'll fill you guys in soon, just wanted to check-in so no one thought I skipped out on my little ole blog!

Stay tuned...

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Growing Up

The twins are growing up so fast!

Their 9 mo. check up was today...9 months!

I seriously can not believe it!

We are shopping for new car seats because our girls are big and fat and barely fit into their infant carriers anymore, I'm planning their baptism, and their 1 year birthday is right around the corner.

5 weeks early? NICU stay?

You'd never know it, to look at my girls now. They have come so far, they amaze me every single day.

Although I'm thrilled my children are thriving, I can't help but wonder...

Where did these little girls go?









It's amazing how in the early days, when you aren't getting any sleep, you're juggling feedings every 2.5 hours, worrying about weight gain (your baby's, that is) and not remembering the last time you showered...you feel like those days will last forever. When will it get easier? When will things even out? Those early days, freshly home from the hospital, it seemed like time stood still.

Now, I'm wondering where has the time gone?

I know, this will only get worse as the kids grow. One day they will be graduating high school, then college, walking down the aisle, and then bringing their own children into the world. I know I'll be thinking to myself, weren't they just babies? Where did the time go?

So, for now, I'm just enjoying my sweet babies, while they are still babies. And I'm going to do my best, not to blink :)




Sunday, June 5, 2011

Happy Vacay

I'd love to report that our vacation was filled with easy-going beach vibes, relaxation, good summer reads, and easy-listening music...

BUT we were on vacation with 3 kids.
In all seriousness though, it was not as bad as I was expecting it to be. The kids did amazing on the 3 hour car trip down to the beach. The twins were so overwhelmed by the change of scenery and the amount of "new" people (a lot of my aunts and uncles were staying in the same house), that they were exhausted and literally slept like, well, babies, at night and during their naps!

I was actually able to lay out in the sun enough to come home burned...not to worry though, it's set- in to a nice looking tan by now :) We were actually able to get some beach time as well. I was worried the Big Girl was going to be a handful with all the "new-ness" around. But she was SO GOOD, she wanted to experience it all, so she was on her best behavior!



Her first reaction to seeing the beach, couldn't have been better.....


She was seriously screaming with excitement!

The pool was a hit also. Although my parents have a pool in their backyard and she got to experience it last summer, she was only a year old, and wasn't all that "in" to it.

I'm happy to report though, my daughter is definitely part fish :)




There were lots of "firsts" this trip, such as,

Me, feeling comfortable enough to be photographed in a swimsuit (never mind the child is hiding most of my body, accident? hmmm..)



Kisses on the beach...

Babies playing in plastic tubs (It's all about containment folks) did I mention, both babies figured out how to get on their knees and shuffle while at the beach?? I repeat, It's all about containment!



Finally, feeling brave enough to throw all 3 kids in the tub at the same time! Much more economical, and they all actually enjoy it!



Gabrielle's first adventure in the pool!


As, I said above, realizing my daughter is part-fish...


Annabelle's first time in the pool!



A trip to the lighthouse


And a family pictures...nothing better :)

Happy.

Friday, May 27, 2011

Can anything run smoothly?

Is it too much to ask for a day or two of peace and smooth-sailing?

The answer is yes, yes it is.

We are headed out to Nags Head, NC tomorrow morning for a family vacay ( I know, I am one brave woman).

Although I know it's not going to be much of a "vacation" with 3 kids 2 and under, I'm hopeful I will at least get to see the beach through the windows in our house :)

Anyways, I've been packing all week (and yes it takes all week to pack for a family of 5).

It's a process.

It would not be so bad if I weren't dealing with the unpredictable moods of teething twins, the "babysitter" for our dogs falling through (it's been worked out now), my incredibly depressing search for a bathing suit (I eventually found one at Macy's), a toddler who decided TODAY was the perfect day to start climbing out of her crib and wandering around the house when she woke up this morning (and when she woke up from her nap), and a husband who had to make an emergency room visit for a possible torn hernia, thanks to a blow from a softball during one of his weekly games (thankfully all turned out to be ok).

Whew.

But really, really?

What gives?

I'm either getting all the craziness out of the way before our vacation OR it's a preview of the madness that is to come.

I'm hoping it's the first part.

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

FLYing high

Ever heard of FLY lady??

My aunt swears by her, and honestly, my aunt's house is SPOTLESS.

She also has 3 kids, granted her's are MUCH more spaced out than mine (her oldest is 16 and youngest is 5) but still, her house is SPOTLESS.

Did I mention her house is always SPOTLESS?

So, I've been doing Fly Lady's techniques on and off since the twins were born. Some weeks I was a crazed follower, and other weeks I did nothing at all to contribute to the cleanliness of my house.

Well, I'm just in one of those," I can't stand the clutter any longer" types of moods.

I've been doing a purge.

I've gone through all the girls clothes and figured which ones I want to keep and which ones I can donate, I've done the same with my clothes as well.

All those clothes I've been holding on to because maybe, possibly, some day I'll be able to fit in them...right.

They're gone! I've come to terms with reality, and I've donated them all.

I have to say, I'm not as depressed about it as I thought I would be, it actually feels good to get all the extra un-needed stuff out.

The clothes-purging has inspired a purging of all things clutter in my house!

I went in our office yesterday and took out all the bins of junk that were stored in the office closet. Literally, these bins have been in this closet since we moved in over a year ago! And in over a year, we have never opened one of those bins!

So, obviously there must not be anything too important in them!

Don't worry I looked through them before I tossed them! I found more clothes (shocker) to add to the donate pile, but 90% of that crap was plain old toss in a garbage bag, trash.

It's unbelievable to me that I have had that much crap taking up space in my house for this long!

Now, I'm tackling the storage closets in my bedroom which have inevitably become an easy place to throw stuff when I'm trying to clean up really quick because we have company coming over!

I'm not proud of it, but it's reality.

At least I'm trying to fix it now, points for trying right?
I really like the concept behind fly lady. She recommends setting a timer for 15 mins. and de-clutter. Once the time is up, you stop. It helps you from getting overwhelmed. I also try to set one goal for myself a day. For example, yesterday my goal was the office closet -accomplished :)

Today's goal, is to get the clothes in the twins room organized by what they can wear now, and organize their hand-me-down clothes in their closet.

I think the "slow and steady wins the race" strategy is a good one, and it works for me. I can get my goals done during nap time and at the end of the day I don't feel like such a slacker.

Winning!

Fly Lady's zones are really great too! Each week there is a zone. This week is the Master Bedroom, so even though you still need to do light pick-up cleaning throughout the other rooms in your house as well (darn) you do all the deep-cleaning stuff in the master bedroom.

It works, because eventually you have a set schedule down for cleaning your house, so you're not running around wondering what needs to be cleaned, or just realizing you've never dusted your baseboards, and company is coming over in 15 min.!

Who hasn't been there?

So, hopefully in a year from now (sarcasm) my house will be totally de-cluttered and self-cleaning!

A girl can dream!

Did I mention, I'm doing all of this while trying to pack for our week-long vacay to the Nags Head, NC.??

What can I say, I'm one of those weird people that like their house to be spotless, when they leave for vacation!

Oh, well, happy cleaning everyone!

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Never too young...

So, with the Big Girl's birthday party behind us, it was time to start writing thank you cards for all the fabulous gifts she received.

I wanted to get her personalized stationery, because no one is too young to have their own stationery!

I have always had a love affair with stationery.

I'm not sure what sparked it, but seeing my name on a fabulously pink thank you card just makes me happy!

I also love the fact that you put a thank you note into an envelope and then proceed to put something that most children have never heard of.....a stamp!

I love technology, I'm not one of those people who refuse to write their term papers on a computer instead opting for a typewriter (and yes, those people do exist).

I'm a facebook/twitter junkie, and of course I love blogging. Don't even get me going on my obsessions with google and online shopping....I digress...

Anyways, I do feel something as simple as polite human interaction is lacking.

I'm guilty. There are times when I find myself just wanting to send a text message instead of actually 'talking' to someone on the phone, or days when I actually long for the pre-recorded press this number if you want... phone call rather than dealing with 12 different people on the line to get an answer to one question.

Guilty as charged.

However, being a History major in college, and being the dork that loved going to the archive department to sift through old correspondences or newspaper clipping, I'm here to tell you the written word is dying.

I wonder how hundreds of years from now, people will be able to study us? I guess from our tweets, and our blogs!

Anyways, I love Thank You cards, they are just simple, and for me, I think the art of handwriting one's gratitude is a lost one. So, yes, even my 2 year old gets her own personalized stationery so she..uhh I mean, I can write a thank you card for her. I let her scribble on it as well, it's her 'signature'...cute huh?

Anyways, I stumbled upon Amy Adele..

umm obsessed!

I ordered the Happy Daisy style, and when it arrived, it was so beautiful.

They also have twin style ones :)

They arrived much quicker than the expected 7-10 days, and they were displayed in the cutest white meshy type of tie bag. To top it off, Amy herself, sent me.....you guessed it, a thank you card for choosing her products!

Is that good business of what?

If you're looking for great stationery check her out, please, please, please, I know you will love her products as much as I do! And no, I'm not getting paid in any way shape or form for recommending her, or for any of the things I recommend on my blog :)

So, you can be sure when I recommend something it's because I really love it!

and I really love Amy Adele's Stationery!






Friday, May 20, 2011

Hemangiomas

Ever heard of a hemangioma?

If you have, you're one step ahead of me. I had no clue what one was until I had the twins.

The fast and ready definition...

A Hemangioma is a benign self-involuting tumor (swelling or growth) of endothelial cells, the cells that line blood vessels. It usually appears during the first weeks of life and resolves by age 10. In infancy it is the most common type of benign tumor. (Taken from Wikipedia)

When both the girls were a little under a month old we noticed small strawberry marks on them. Gabby had a flat red circle on her head, which I found when giving her a bath ( she has a lot of hair, so it was covered up pretty well). We noticed a flat red mark on Annabelle's right ear lobe and a pin prick sized red dot on her upper thigh.

We assumed they were just birthmarks (at this time their Pediatrician had not seen the marks). So, when we went to the Pediatrician for their one month check-up we showed the Dr. the marks on the babies.

HEMANGIOMA!

Hemangi-what?

She told us, they were common in preemies. That for whatever reason, the body made more blood-vessels than it needed in those areas where the red spots were. She said that the areas could continue to get bigger and could swell out. Eventually their bodies would realize the mistake and begin to correct it. She said the red areas would begin to turn gray, as the cells died, and eventually the hemangioma would be gone.

She warned us that depending on the size of the hemangioma, they may need surgery to tack up any saggy skin left behind once the hemangioma started to regress.

Great.

Anyways, she told us it would be as big as it was going to get probably around the 2-3 month mark.

All in all, we weren't too worried. Even as the marks on Gabby's head and Annabelle's ear grew and swelled, we weren't too worried, since down the line, it would correct itself.

Honestly, we weren't really shocked by the sizes. Gabby's is pretty well covered up by her hair, and while Annabelle's earlobe got pretty inflated, it just didn't seem too terribly drastic to us. We forgot how odd it looked until strangers would come up to us asking what was wrong?




You can see Annabelle's right ear here. This was take when we brought her home from the hospital. No red marks, no inflated earlobe, just a normal looking ear.


And this is my sweet girl at 6 months old, with her fully grown sized hemangioma on her ear lobe!

Pretty drastic huh?

So, those who read this blog, know Annabelle eventually had to get her hemangioma removed. Gabby still has the one on her head, and it's already starting to turn gray! Yay!

The rest of this post, I want to focus on the complications that arose with Annabelle's Hemangioma....


Here she is a few days home from the hospital, with a normal looking ear.



This picture was taken around the 2 month mark, you can see on her right ear the flat red beginnings of the hemangioma


This was taken at Halloween (Annabelle on the left). She was almost 3 months, this is when her lobe began swelling.


Again, if you look closely you can see the red on her right ear.


This was her, a little over 4 months old, you can get an idea of how inflated the hemangioma has become.

Another view (Annabelle is on the right). It was around 4 months when we noticed that her ear was beginning to scab. At her 4 month checkup her Pediatrician referred us to a Dermatologist, she felt like it was scabbing because when Annabelle would be laying on her back and turn her head, the hemangioma was so large it was rubbing against the floor or her mattress when she slept and getting irritated.

So, off to the Dermatologist.

The Derm. informed us that it was not a scab, but the hemangioma had become ulcerated.

This is not good. When this happens, the hemangioma becomes painful. She also felt like it had become infected as well.

She recommended some topical antibiotics and did a culture of her ear. She also recomended a steroid injection directly in to the hemangioma. She said injection would stimulate the hemangioma to deflate. The inflated portion of her lobe would go back to normal size but the red color would remain until her body 'healed' it. She also said we may need to consult a plastic surgeon because her lobe would have saggy skin.

We felt like the injection was a good idea, it would speed up the healing process, and since the hemangioma had become painful, we wanted it to be gone.

The injection was awful!

Poor Annabelle was in so much pain, and the whole situation was just plain traumatic.

to top it off, it didn't even work.

Before the trip to the dermatologist, we had been having feeding issues with Annabelle. She all of a sudden wouldn't eat. It was getting so frustrating, and the little bit of formula she would take, she'd throw back up. The week of the injection things kept getting worse. Then the Dermatologist called to let us know her ear culture came back positive for staph infection!

Yuck!

She immediately put Annabelle on oral antibiotics, which seemed to make the baby a new kid. She was eating, and doing great, once the infection cleared up. The Dermatologist felt, that since the hemangioma had become ulcerated and since it did not respond to the steroid injection at all, that it would probably continue to get infected and that it needed to be removed.

Off to the plastic surgeon.

Dr. Isaac Wornom performed Annabelle's surgery, and I can't say enough good things about this man.

He explained that in most cases of hemangioma's they don't do anything. They only want to remove them when they interfere with the development of a child. For instance, he had a case where a child had a large hemangioma on their eyelid and it was making it impossible for the child to open their eye!

He said in our situtation he wouldn't even bother removing the hemangioma because of it's location on her body, BUT since the instance of her infection, he felt like it needed to come off.

We were relieved. We wanted this thing out of our lives.

Basically, the way the procedure went, was he would completely cut out the inflated red part of her ear. He would cut it out like a wedge out of a piece of pie. Annabelle would still have the top of her ear and the bottom part of her lobe where the hemangioma was not present. So basically the middle part of her ear would be cut out. He would then attach the two ends.

Her ear would be much smaller than her other ear, but he said it shouldn't be deformed, and it would definitely still look like an ear.


So this was her, the morning of March 7, 2011 (surgery day)


And this was her the next day with her bandages, a happy, smiley girl :)

As I said, there are not enough good things I an say about Dr. Wornom. He did an AMAZING job. Her ear is smaller than her other ear, but honestly if you didn't know that, you wouldn't notice the size difference at all.


Here she is in the front post surgery. Normal looking ear!

I wanted to do this post, because if you are anything like me, when you're faced with something...you google it.

I knew nothing about hemangioma's until I had children who had them, so if you find yourself in my boat, hopefully this post helps. There can be complications involved as with Annabelle, but there can also be absolutely no problems at all, as with Gabby.

You can learn more about Hemangiomas, causes, and treatments here, here, and here. Often times children who have more than two hemangioma's are at risk for having internal hemangioma's as well. The Vascular Birthmarks Foundation has information, here.


For now though, cheers to happy girls :)